Updates from Aussie and Jason

So it is 8:30 in the morning. Jason is passed out, mouth open, in bed and me, well, I'm wide awake ready to go do something. Jason and I never wake up at the same time. During the week Jason is the one waking up around 6:00 a.m. for work, while I get to sleep in. Then during the weekends he wants to spend half the day sleeping while I'm wide awake!

Married life is great. Nowadays it's hard to catch us on the same page because our daily lives are so different we get tired at different times, want to have sex at different times, want to eat at different times ... but, honestly, I couldn't ask for anything better than Jason. We learn to accommodate each other and that's what it's all about, making sure we are BOTH happy! I really love life with him in it; there is just never a dull moment around Jason. I wish people could see how he really acts when no one is around. He is definitely a one of a kind, silly, little kid, who just wants to play.

Today we are getting Jason a new car. Well, the car is no where near new, but it's new to Jason. Jason had a 1991 Chevy Silverado that wasn't working very well so he sold it a couple of days ago and now he is using that money to buy a car that he can drive to work. So, today we are going to go pick up a 1988 Mazda RX7. It's a two-seater, so I'm excited about that. It's an only Jason and Aussie car! It's also a stick shift, and let me tell you, I do not do well with stick. I've tried to learn, but every time I try, I freak out when I get past first gear and I don't know what to do. But I am determined to learn. So I will have to keep you updated on my progress once we get the car.

Oh, my dad! It is also his birthday today, I don't have anything planned; well, I don't have any money to plan anything. I am still bitter about all the nothing that he paid for at the wedding. Hey, I don't have money for his birthday, he should understand. I mean, there is always next year. But my wedding, that is not next year and will never be again. I got him a card and I think I used Jason's money to buy it -- pretty lame. Right now I'm kind of in between jobs, so I have more bills than I can afford. Thank God I have Jason. Jason said to me a while ago, "Hey Aussie, I think I'm going to have to start giving you an allowance!"

Well, it is almost 9:00 am. I think its time to jump on Jason, I mean, he is missing his Saturday morning cartoons!

Aussie

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I have always been big on writing lyrics, poems, sentences, essays -- anything. I think it all started when I was in elementary school with stupid little poems, then to middle school writing love songs when I knew nothing about love, then to high school essays and more poems and lyrics about everything going on in my life.

Well, November 23, 2005, Jason Ramos came into my life and it took me about a month to write this song about him. This was when Jason and I were still new, of course, and all we said was, "I like you." The last line in the song says, "I love you." It actually took me a while to give the song to Jason, because I was scared what he would think and scared because we had never said "I love you" to each other. I finally gave him the song in the end of December and he loved it. I was the first person who has ever written him a song.

Here is the song:

"December Eleven"

I like you a lot love/ And I really do miss you too/ With everyday we experience together/ Well, dear we are just kids with days and years to go/ But lovers crave for what we see and feel/ So let me write you that novel I said I would of a boy that drove me

See, I've been building these sky high walls around my body and soul/ How I've longed to be untouchable yet, loved/ These walls I swear were made for ... well, honestly, I'm not sure what for/ From start to no finish/ That night I sat quiet with eyes intensely watching your every move/ These walls you begin to tear down so gently, just right/ How could I have known/ You caught me so unarmed and beautiful/ Intoxicated and vulnerable/ Dear, you took care of me, out of harm

I like you a lot love/ And I really do miss you too/ Take me in/ Take me out of here/ Because reading each other's minds and just losing all control between you and me/ yeah you think exactly like me/ Beautifully precious

So, you said I could and now we hold hands/ Going strong fast together/ Covering Berkeley street with sheets covering us/ Foggy windows shared with cold winter nights/ And this music that we intake and frosties we inhale/ Smiles, laughs, never ending fingertips/ You are what puts me to sleep, darling.

I like you a lot love/ And I really do miss you too/ Take me in/ Take me out of here/ Because reading each other's minds and just losing all control between you and me/ yeah you think exactly like me/ Beautifully precious.

Your hand always seems to find me/ Just at the right time and place/ As do I/ Yes, as do I/ I said I liked you/ You say you will never leave/ Things are said, but who is to tell/ We all know only time will tell/ But we both know time will tell it right/ Take straight out of the movies and made compatible/ The old lady smiled at us, dear/ I swear they all love us/ And I swear I love you

Aussie

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MALICIOUS SLAUGHTER IS BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!! We ended up getting back together after the show and we are currently making new music. We hope to get EP's out this summer. Malicious Slaughter really appreciates all the support everyone has given us. Aussie and I also love all the support and good feedback from the show. It is great to know that we have inspired people everywhere to stand up for the their love. This whole experience has been amazing and we hope to bring more great times to everyone!!! Thank you again for EVERYTHING!!!

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-Jason